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I've had a good day today. It went smooth, I wasn't feeling too stressed, physically
no complaints, I got the job finished up for this car lot and got *paid* for it.
I saw my therapist today and I only had good things to report and I'm finally
getting a fix on the issues and things I believe I need to really dig in and
work on so that maybe I can start having even more good days. In a way I feel
like I'm "waking up" and there's still time to sort this whole life business out.
Tomorrow I have more work to do at my former place of employment. This arrangement
works out SOOO well. I get paid better without having to stand to long in the
constantly burning stress-fire and insanity that consumes that place. Heh, it's
an "open relationship". Sure, I don't have the security of a full time job with
paid benefits, but I also don't have to carry the weight of a boss or businesses
baggage. I'm called to do specific things as opposed to being a "catch-all" for
whatever might come up, and believe me, with the owner stuff comes up.. all the
time.. it's an endless circus.. she's a hydra of half-assed ventures that never
get resolved only she gets off on the chaos while everyone else ends up with a
headache and an ulcer.
Someone found my diary by doing a search for Dave Coulier. Who the fuck does a
search for Dave Coulier??
Problems: An inability to refine and actualize long term plans and goals.
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